Sanguinity

In my mind,
I have killed you a thousand times and more.

As I cry in anger
I feel your life slowly ebbing away in pain.
I saw you beg for mercy like the little girl
Whose body you threw away the other day
And took away my space to be humane.

Now, I am haunting the deaths for answers

I may never find.

I look for you in the faces around me,
You are there in my dreams

With the mask of faces I know.

I wait for the moment

When I'll delight in your agony
And celebrate in your misery.